Let me hold you,

Breathe in your soul,

Ravish your body,

And unlock your heart

So that I may understand

Every last bit and every last piece

Of you

i do not feel as others do,
as i only have two emotions
which i would like to believe are called
“hidden murderous intent” and
“fucking kill me now i am so sad”

Wowow! This is going to sound kind of lame, but holy crap, 13 people are following this blog!

I would just like to take a short moment to thank every single one of that has taken an interest in my writing in some way or form. So thank you, seriously! To think it’s only been really a couple of weeks since I really started using this and you’re all here now! :)

Thank you!

Needles cradled in our arms,
Blood spilling out of noses,
Smoke in the air;
I didn’t think the sky
Could be such colors

I think I used to
Have some sort of sense of self;
Or purpose,
Now I just hang by
As passerby
Pass right through

I think I used to
Have some sort of motivation;
Maybe the ink pen
Pressing against the paper
Was tantalizing,
But now
The ink pen’s all
Dried up
And my thoughts are too

I think I used to
Want to continue to exist;
But now I just
Hold onto the edge
As each finger slowly
Slips
And I fall
Into the eternal
Abyss

The sand cracks underneath me
As I let the waves of
Infinitesimal sleep
Wash over
And sweep me into their wake.

How can one
Destroy another
And claim
It was in the name of God?

Let me flow
Through your river of forgotten words
And drink in every last unspoken
Thought, motive, and emotion.

A tree grows by your home
Bright, and happy;
Making you one with it,
Turning you into something
More beautiful
Than you ever thought
You could be.

I will hold you close
And protect you,
As the night descends
And consumes the worthless.